Far Away

Greetings my dearest readers , glad that u r still here with me.

Today i woke up late at about 12.30pm. Didn't do anything though...just watched some movies and walk around in my house. Yes , i m missing him(D).SO SO SO much.I miss him since i woke up(even miss him when i m sleeping, dreamed about him these days)

Wanted to text him and know how is he doing..But the other naughty part of me telling me not to bcos i wanted to test if he miss me too.And i guess he did. About 3pm , finally he text me "No news from somebody.U testing me?" See the point now? He knows what i m doing and what i m feeling.And i think i know how he feels too.Sweet ,isn't it?How nice if he were my bf. I asked him if he miss me.He denied it.But still,i know the real answer.I guess he also know i miss him too.


So far away he is from me.But i can feel him right inside my heart , occupied every single space of my heart.I don't know if he feels the same way too.It was raining that time , something came into my mind. I wanted to see him so much..yes..so much.Without hesitation , i ride my bike and head to my aunty house so that i can online to see him. Who cares about the rain though..it is nothing for me compared to the love i have on him.(Yes i m crazy , i never do such thing to a person in my life ,but still i feel worth doing it for him.Just to see him even for 1 second.)So now u know how much i care about him. How much i love him.

After sign in into my MSN...I saw he is online.Thank God.Sent him message and called him on the phone.No reply...............Yes , i think he is sleeping AGAIN..lol....Felt a little bit upset as u know i want to see him so much. But then i never regret to go all the way in rain to see him.I was doing exactly want i wanted to do.I put my effort on it. I followed my heart. So , no regrets.
As i type my tears started to drop again....

I love you D , do u know that?

For you , my special one,
Lonely E.S.


PS: Want to feel what i feel at the moment? close your eyes and listen to the song..feel the lyrics along..and maybe u will get a little of what i feel right now...thx