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So today i decided to go home...yes i m homesick..but the main reason is to get some rest,to get a peace of mind.i told him in the morning that i will be going back home, so he wished me to have a safe ride.i asked him to keep in touch with me.At 2pm , he did. he sent me messages asking me to have my lunch. Yeah , as always , i forgot. He asked me to endure it and drink water in the mean time and go to sleep. Yes , i did what he said. And then i fell asleep....Not long though...but tight.I m very happy he cared for me.Really really happy.


Anyway , that night i couldn't sleep. All i ever think about is him. At about 12.30am I went to my balcony and staring out into the sky..no stars..i wondered is he sees any star in his place.I didnt text him as he told me he will have a date.I wish i could text him and spoil his date..But i just can't , i love him. Remember i told u guys all i want is happiness for him? Yes , jealous and pain..deep in my heart. Suddenly , I got his message( i had been holding my phone with me throughout the day and waiting for his message). He said he miss me. Yes , means a lot to me.He sent me the message just right in time that i needed it.



We continue to text , in a while i got no reply...i know he must be falling asleep..Yes , i wanna know if he is ok or not.Getting no reply is just killing me.But , i dont wanna wake him up.So i didnt call , i didnt text.Still at my balcony staring into the sky.The thinking went on.
(from my diary - no internet at home)

Lonely E.S.


PS: Want to feel what i feel at the moment? close your eyes and listen to the song..feel the lyrics along..and maybe u will get a little of what i feel right now...thx