So Sick

Dearest readers,

Yes , the title said it all..i m sick. Probably because of the rain last night? Or bcos i m missing him too much? Felt so useless lying in my bed now. Yes , still the same , i wanted to see him so much.But this time i don't have the strength anymore.I m tired physically and mentally.Can't even get up from the bed. Don't have appetite(even my favourite McD french fries cant do anything about it.)

In the bed , holding my phone , waiting for his message.Everytime i got a message i get so excited.But it ended up to be somebody else.I wanted to text but i scared if he is dating with somebody else and how if i were to ruin it all.Typing the text but never press the send button. While waiting his message , i fell asleep. When i woke up it was about 6pm. Still not getting any messages yet. Started to worry if something happened to him.So i text him and asked if he is testing me or forgot about me.He replied "Not 4get you.testing u perhaps" I smiled.Yes i did.I was relief ..i know he is ok. As he was going to church for mass, i told him to text me after he got back.

I miss you D , do you know that?
Lonely E.S.

PS: Want to feel what i feel at the moment? close your eyes and listen to the song..feel the lyrics along..and maybe u will get a little of what i feel right now...thx